Wednesday, October 03, 2007

Living in Present - Here and Now!

I celebrate catching myself from my thought-pattern another day! Thought pattern that brought me to the future and to the fears what might happen in the future! I really celebrate noticing this thread of my thoughts!

Here is the story!
I am beautifully involved with a man and we spend may hours every day talking and connecting! One day I caught myself from thought:"IF we go on spending so much time talking to each other then ONE DAY this might become a burden for one of us!" And shortly after noticing this thought - I figured out that this ONE DAY might never come! And if I start to believe my initial thought about "IF..." I most probably would choose strategy that will deprive both of us from what we need right NOW! We would miss the Life Here and Now becouse of "WHAT IF..."! Wouldn't that be a tragedy!? So instead of letting me be carried away from here and now by this "WHAT IF..."-thought I chose to make a new path - follow the life in me and enjoy each other and our connection as long as it meets both of our's needs!!! And then we will deal with this "ONE DAY" when it comes!!!

with warm greetings in celebration and deep gratitude to my teachers and fellow travellers in Life!

Merike